You're right they are huge. I looked back at my mini-goals last night and now I can check "Play together with the kids" off my list, or at least put a tick mark next to it.
Jornaling: Feeling much better about my sitch today. I am left wondering if W is sitting back watching my changes and deciding what to do. There has been no "D" talk for a few weeks and she seems to be a little more comfortable. I'll take this as a good sign. I just need to keep working on myself.
I also found it strange that Tuesday night is the night she usually goes and plays pool, but instead stayed with me and the boys. Good sign? I'll try not to read too much into it.
So if all goes as planned at work today I will get to keep my sons tonight and all day tomorrow. I am looking forward to that.
Maybe if I keep this up there is a chance.
P.S. I saw my S8m/o walk for the first time last night. That was pretty great. Sad that he is growing up so fast, maybe I can be there for the other major life events.
Me:27 W:30 S1:3y/o S2:8m/o T:5 M:3 Bomb:5/16/12 W moved out:5/16/12
