Back again...appreciate your comments. You guys are keeping me going. Some days its hard to keep moving forward. The hardest part for me is not knowing what the future brings. I can't plan anything. Now that i've lost my job I feel totally trapped and at the mercy of H, which I don't like one bit. I always liked that I could and did work and could contribute something to the household as well as my own self. I definitely don't like that H is making decisions that impact on everyone, in his current state of mind.
Sometimes I wonder if i am walking around with a "kick me" sign on my back. Hahaha. You guys are amazing. Thankyou.
