thanks busting. i am going to be much more mindful of s's needs, let alone h's.
during meditation this morning, before i called h - this sentence came into my mind and suddenly i felt one more layer of release:
what's the point of him being here if he doesn't really want to be?
and then it was like boing - i applied that to h also - and i felt so much more okay. really, if one thinks about it (or has everyone except me thought that already? ), what is the point of h being here if he doesn't really want to be?
i suddenly felt so pragmatic - never had been capable of pragmatism before, and almost couldn't stand it in other people - but hey, it's very useful in this sitch!!
hope you had a great day busting
zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
), what is the point of h being here if he doesn't really want to be?
