Divorced. My fault, and cant move forward

[Mrs D]

Hey Brian - I dont think I have my son contact my Ex in hopes of talking to him. He calls him nightly to wish him good night - he hands the phones to me, either after my Ex asks to speak to me, or just by doing it. Never have I said - hey, I want to talk to Dad. Never. My friends are also the ones that have told me what is going on. I have asked them to stop. I know he is dating. I dont need to know anything more.

Also - yes I did delete FB - just reactivate every now and again to check my daughters page. I made a mistake Friday night - I know this.

I am in therapy to help me be a better person. Its just so hard to detach from the whole situation as I have read many that are having the same issues. Im GALing. Some. Im focusing more on my son, because he is very hurt through this process and really wants his family together as well. We actaully GAL more together than anything to be honest..

Please dont take that Im responding back to you harshly. Just caught me off guard that you think Im using my son as a pawn - and that is so far from the truth.