Well, I'm still kinda new to this board, but I think I am starting to get the picture - I don't have to do this alone, and reaching out on this board may be one of the best things I can do for myself... Kudos on the advice to not read so much into what guys say - I take everything as nothing less than an omen from the stars, and forget that he's just as human and just as confused as I am. {{{{{{{{everybody}}}}}} Myrrh
One moment of patience may ward off great disaster. One moment of impatience may ruin a whole life.
