called h so i could settle things w/ s. as soon as he picked up he apologized for last night

i think he was a bit taken aback when i said that i felt shitty about wanting s to come here and making him feel torn. he kept offering other stuff like couldn't you come hang out with them, and of course s could come here etc. i just focused on what s wanted - which was very much to stay there with his aunt.

he has to stop by late afternoon to pick some stuff up. turns out sil, gf, her d and s are all going to the work day at school which is actually in the evening.

so the conversation went way better than i expected, and after talking to s i feel so much better that i made things okay with him. we ended the conversation giggling, which felt great.

off to work...

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"