One other thing I would add is that your wife is right about you needing to move on. However, moving on doesn't mean giving up. Your R with your W is dead, I know you don't want to hear that right now, but there is nothing stopping you from trying to build a new stronger relationship with her if that is what you want to do. [/quote]
You're absolutely right. I do know that the marriage is dead, and do think the final papers are inevitable at this point. I honestly don't have any desire to go back to our marriage. I'd much prefer to start over. I wish I could see a day where she says "I love you" again, and really know that she does. I'm having a very difficult time imagining not only my life without her as my wife, but even more trouble with the thought of someone else coming along and making her truly happy.
I want her to fall in love with me all over again and build a marriage that will stand the tests of time. It seems impossible right now that that could ever happen, but I won't give up hope just yet.
