Yep, still frustrated. My hands weren't shaking today until I noticed it when I met with my W today. I didn't leave upset or anything, but I wasn't interested in speaking to her. I'm sure I look like she does to me - very unattractively angry.
I told her she would need to work out a way to get the kids to school 1 day next week because I wouldn't be home. She asked why work was all of a sudden an issue and I told her it wasn't work that would be keeping me from home Monday morning. Thankfully she dropped it since it's my doctors appt that I don't want to discuss with her. I don't ask her about what she's doing, she needs to figure it out and stay out of my business.
It was later that she sent me a text asking if I was going to see a lawyer. I replied simply: No.
Then she asked of I have seen one yet. I didn't want to inform her one way or the other so I simply replied that I'm waiting for her to serve me papers and I'll figure it out then.
She texted back that she was hoping we could work everything out and use the same lawyer to save money.
Lol - I'm no fool. I've done some homework on this and there's no way that's a good idea.
I replied in kind that we could work out the details ourselves and that's fine, but I've not seen anything anywhere that says that using the same lawyer is a good idea and I'm not interested in that.
I'm aggitated right now. So much for getting into my school books tonight. I'll try later, but right now I need to call down.
The old Seinfeld episode that's been visiting me lately is the "Serenity Now!" episode. Whenever they were frustrated or angry it was always "Serenity Now!". In the end were those very wise words - "Serenity now George. Insanity later."
That line brings a smile to my face, more than ever these days. Reminds me to own up to things, but never lose sight.
