Divorced. My fault, and cant move forward

[Mrs D]

Thanks M. Im such an impatient person. I know that i need to learn that first and foremost. I just love him, you know? I know you cant make someone return till they want to. I guess I think of all the things he did while trying to win me over and thought I should do the same. Then I think maybe if he would have stepped back and let me figure things out instead of always beinv there ... maybe we wouldnt be here either? Idk. Grasping for anything at this point.