If I had a “light” but lengthy conversation it would be really nice but even harder for me at the same time. It would probably make me miss her more (If that’s possible). Carnac, I believe you got a hug from W the other day. Who initiated that one? I couldn’t even imagine getting the slightest bit of physical affection from W right now, Oh well. Scratch that, I can imagine and I do imagine, haaa. She looks hotter than ever, just like Carnac’s comments about W’s blouse. My W looks so hot. When I am around her I don’t even bother looking at her bottom half in an effort to contain myself.

On another note, I get the kids tomorrow. It’s really good for so many reasons. I love being a dad and there just awesome kids. I've also realized it does a “fairly” good job at getting my mind off my sitch. I noticed Carnac bought coffee and donuts for W the other day, I might have to hijack your idea. I I will be going to the coffee shop anyway to get my coffee and the kids some hot chocolate so it only seems convenient to get W some coffee and donuts since I will be dropping the kids off with her in the am. It’s just a nice and convenient thing to do right? That’s not one step short of pursing, is it?

Me(M):38
W:43
Together: 14 Married: 11
D: 4 S:8
W wanted separation 5/5/12
Stopped living together 5/5/12
Currently DB’ing

“Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude”.
Thomas Jefferson