Divorced. My fault, and cant move forward

[Mrs D]

M - thank you for the swift kick - I really do need it most days. I need to focus on me. Until Im a better person, its not going to matter anyway, right? I think this is Gods message to me to wake up. Fix myself. Get back to the person I used to be, but better. God had a plan for us before. Id like to think the plan is still in motion - just needed a time out to get myself fixed.