telling my story of the cuckoo

[forward]

PF,
Perhaps you need to go further? Perhaps no texting or other contact will help you, too. Most of us seem to find that. You need to be able to be calm and detached regardless of what action you decide to take next. This means that you'll be able to move forward minus a lot of emotion, particularly anger.

It sounds as if you are asking yourself if this is worth it, and only you can answer that. But don't be afraid to slow down. Detach and do nothing for a while. Nothing except work on yourself! Focus your fabulous energy on fabulous you....

I had a hard time with anger and still feel angry at times. I think it's natural to feel that, and sadness, but I feel a lot of LBSers are just like "What happened?"

It takes a while to work through that. I think I will always wonder what happened.