Hey SAIS, I agree with all you put up there. I just sometimes need a reminder, so thanks much.

I am learning more about forgiveness being a process. I use to view it as an instance from which I moved forward differently. Now that I'm seeing it more as a process with my W, I don't fully understand how the process works for me. I need to spend more time thinking about this one.

I've always felt that I understood forgiveness and have practiced it in my life. I think the difference now is that I've never been hurt like this before. This is deeper and more impactful than I've ever experienced. And because the hurt is so much more, my effort to forgive requires more from me than I've ever had to give.

Somewhere in all of this I'm growing. I can be thankful for that.


Me:45, W:45
S:16 D:13
M:22, T:25
Bomb: July 2010
Putting finances in order for "D"
Continue to live in same home-separate rooms