Stronger

[mishka422]

It was wonderful and exhausting all at the same time.

I think I drank more in the last 10 days than I have in total over the last 2 years. It was worth it though! We really had a blast.

My Bff was a beautiful bride and her H is a super guy who loves her for exactly who she is, warts and all (as she put it). We had a beautiful time together and I cried when she left on her honeymoon (not in front of her mind you). We just don't get to see each other very often and now I'm afraid we won't see each other at all. She's finishing the nursing program and then will be working full time with two teenagers at home and a H to take car of. Needless to say, she isn't going to have any time to be 'playing' with me. Sigh......

It's becoming clear to me that it's time to do the hard work and speak up to Gabe. I really don't want to but I'm tired of hanging on the end of this ever fraying rope.