There's a big old castle with very thick walls, and that' s where you wife is - in there, with all her chaos and confusion. Outside beyond the moat are beautiful fields, and you've set up your picnic there, and you are sitting at your picnic (picnic symbolizes fun, relaxed, carefree...) with your back to the castle, having a quiet wonderful time.
your back to the castle refers to staying detached - so no matter what w is doing in there, you are just enjoying yourself. once in a while she peeps out or even comes all the way out to sit down next to you, but she keeps going back to her chaos. you stay steady on your picnic, no matter what she does
she's obviously just come out to peep - stay on your blanket and don't turn around
sometime it's hard to stay on the blanket - and then you come tell us and we'll help pull you back on.
glad to see you doing everything that you should be doing - getting support, being firm, stepping out of your safe place. now you just nee to make those goals and TRUST yourself
zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
