More patience??? Really???

[ces67]

Hey Bug, Funny that you mention "10 minutes". Our preacher is calling his current series "10 minute mystic" with a focus on setting aside 10 minutes to create spiritual disciplines.

What little W and I have talked about OM, she mentioned that she was lonely and OM was a good listener. Their friendship started while I was living away from the family for 7 months getting started in my new job. From there, it grew to flirting online and via txting. W says that is what her friend (OM's wife) caught them doing. That was 2 years ago and she's still holding on to some memory of him at least and there is always the possibility that they have actually continued their R. Just typing that stirs up anger in me that I have to figure out how to deal with and let go of.

Not sure how to add these things to our M. Our current R is practical and convenient and that seems to be all she is willing to give at this point (outside of sex once in a while for her benefit). I've not seen my IC since early June so I think I'll make an appointment. I need help sorting through all this right now. My tank is feeling empty and I need to fill it up again. I'm realizing a lot of my normal support activities have wained over the summer and I need to pick them back up.