Backslid a little this morning. Went in for a spooning session while waking up even though she didn't seem to mind it didn't feel like she was into it.

I have slowly stopped noticing and thinking about what I am not getting in the relationship and starting to really focus on what I want in my life and how I want myself to be.

We went camping Saturday. She initiated a lot of contact, she had a few glasses of wine but it felt good. This week I have a proposal to write to a business owner on employment and a call back from another company about the job I interviewed for.

I think that step will severely help the relationship.

Patience, patience, give her space and let her see how awesome I am. smile


Me - 30
W - 28
M 4
t 6
ILYBINILWY #1 Jan - 2011
Band-aid Jan 11'
ILYBINILWY #2 7/28/12