You all are truly wonderful! I am hitting such a low right now - truly a scary low. I take son to college on Thursday. Financially - I am a total bust which is embarrassing. I have this great job and haven't seemed to manage anything very well. I am waking up at night with so much anxiety.
Then I have just realize that I my worst fear is that I don't know I have left right now to give my children as they move into adulthood. I am depleted and I just don't have anything to give anyone.
In my 49 years - I've NEVER felt this way, this low. I've lost faith, hope and I am desperately scared.
I am so sorry to post this - but I am lost and feel alone.
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time