For the last few days I've considered moving out for a few months with D18, for me to figure out, me.

I thought of leaving for Vegas, (our original plan for the family pre MLC) but then I thought today maybe I should ( if I could) consider going into the city.

Staying close enough so that he can visit me, go for lunch, work on being friends again, talk on neutral ground and then go our separate way for reflection.

I don't really know how possible that is but, I have this need to not be so accessible. He has to know what he's missing, in order to know if he misses it enough to work for it.

I need to know if I would miss him. If I would like the single life with new adventures, recognizing new things about myself, meet new people. Everyone has something to offer in life, a new prospective would be refreshing.


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!