THank you forward, I appreciate that. I have always been a hyper person, don't need much sleep, worked a fulltime job while getting my degrees, that sort of hyper. And yes the FB posts make me nuts. But right now I feel it is better to know what he is thinking and up to than to be blindsided with surprises. The posts make me nuts because they seem so full of pain and confusion to me, while the rest of the world just sees them as crazy. It has been very hard for me to watch our friends drop off one by one from posting and discussions there. It seems he is so alone now, with no one who really cares, even the new friends-the kids are backing away. And what really makes me crazy is this is so needless and not at all rational.
As to his recent posts-the manic has now shifted to a day of no posts followed by one news story-sensible but his comment following sounded like a little girl to me-"Really, Mitt, this idiot? What a poor choice." Whiney, no analysis, and the use of really is so unlike him. New "hip" word usage and poor grammer is common for him though now. The second post was a sad quote from Gogel-Dead Souls-about asking a question and getting no answer. Seems depression may be creeping in a bit? But some say this is a good thing so I will not interfer or try to rescue him. Unusual that he posted in the morning as this is the time he usually goes running, then quiet the rest of the day-there when the library opened. Trying hard not to worry and get on with my own things but I miss him terribly. New week and new goals to dive in to though so that should help. Got DB and DR yesterday and have been reading them since. The following quote seems to describe to me MLC and his comments through this. Certainly has confounded me. “However stupid a fools words may be, they are sometimes enough to confound an intelligent man.” ― Nikolai Gogol, Dead Souls
