Well I found out a few days ago that my ex h moved into a new place. The Kickers is that he moved the ow and her son in. Its so hard for me to get past the fact that I considered her one of my friends/neighbor before she and my ex started their A. I feel so violated, betrayed, disrespected, rejected and many others.. He has our boys this weekend. I'm obssesing of the fact that they are all together. She use to tell me how much she envied my family. How she wished she and her then husband had the same kind of relationship. I was such a fool. I cannot get these images out of my head. It hurts so badly. I rationally know I have to GAL. But my heart wont let go of him. I was hoping that one day maybe he will wake up from this and come home to work on our marraige and family. How crazy it that?
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