brit- im glad you are back! been anxiously awaiting your return as i'm sure alot of others have as well. i hope your trip was full of fun and beautiful memories.
i do remember how i felt when i joined. horrible, a failure, inadequate, and sad. sad was the biggest. i am cycling through the sad again. little things are triggering it. packing up stuff. thinking of the memories. it's a little different though. its a bittersweet sad. thinking of the happy memories. knowing they are gone.
i am excited for the new chapter of my life. scared to. wondering what is going to happen. college will be fun. i am a high school dropout. i graduated top of my class with honors from tech school for electrical. i like college. i hope i get everything figured out in time. i have been having trouble, but am getting it figured out.
i do not really post to others. there are alot of new stories here and i am a little overwhelmed by the level of pain and hurt. i dont believe i have much for advice. i didnt fail i just decided i had enough. i dont want to broadcast that message, as i feel it is anti db. maybe i will feel able to offer support to others someday. who knows.
i am glad you are back, my friend who is a GIRL. lol I will have fun at hockey camp and so will my son. hockey is life for us and its in my hometown. sacred ice and all that! i missed ya!
