One thing that someone pointed out to me this week might help you out as well. She is just as confused as you are. She may be confused about different things and she may be doing a better job of hiding it but her emotions and confusion is just as real and just as deep as yours. My dad was a sailor and he told me that sometimes you just have to roll with the storm.
M 39, W 34 M 15 S 14, S 12, S 9, D 7, D 6 Separated: 7/2/2012 Served: 7/10/2012 Divorced 11/5/2012