Thanks for your cheerleading!!! I am just pretty down today! Has anyone ever woke up and said "you know what I really love my S and want the M, but I don't want to put my Db hat on today. I am tired of trying to show someone how I geniunly care for them when they obviously have no desire to do it in return. I don't want to put my game face on today and pretend that things don't bother/hurt me when they do. I am tired of always having to be cheery when H finaly comes around when I am obviously hurting and just want to cry."
Can anyone tell me how they have delt with this feeling? I have a feeling I am about to hear that I need patience. I know I do, but it has never been one of my better virtues. I feel like I have been patient for the 10 mo separation and just want things to end!! Either D or come home and work it out.
Someone give me some advice to get out of this funk.
UNDERDOG... SORRY FOR MONOPOLIZING YOUR THREAD!! THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE PEICING FORUM!!
