Just Found Out About The OM, What Now?

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Last night I downloaded anti-pornography software to my laptop, canceled all my dating profiles and set the anti porn software to block dating websites as well, and then had my brother password lock the filter so that I can't override it. I realized last night that me getting upset with her for having dating profiles while I had my own was pretty hypocritical. Of course I justified it by telling myself that I was just putting up profiles "just in case" and not actively contacting anyone, but that was just a lie I told myself to convince myself that I was better than her. I was just trying to control something that I could not control. Lastly I located a pornography 12 step program in my area that is run by my church that I am going to start attending next Wednesday. I have not told her anything about any of this, the closet I have gotten is to tell her that I can have the kids over to the house any night but Wednesdays.