Last days were good. We had 2-3 dinners together and yesterday we visited a friends of ours. They invited us to go at their house out of the city. Today after the swimming three of us are going there.
I wake them up early in the morning, bought two cups of coffee for me and for my ex and went to the house.
We watched TV, talked a bit in the garden with my ex and my mother in law. I phoned the health club where we go for swimming and book an hour for massage for my ex. So we set off together. She asked me to drive my new company car and I agreed.
After the lesson we went to our friends' house. It was very nice evening. I took them back in 23pm. My ex asked me to wake them up and bring her a cup of coffee in the morning again. She marked that she had had very pleasant time.
She called me in the morning. Later we talked again and she asked me to spend the night at her place. Her parents and our daughter set off to the seaside in the morning. She told me the she is afraid staying alone in the house.
Since her parents and our daughter are at the seaside I spent two nights at her place. Sometning more, we shared her bed and she cuddled in me. Tomorrow we plan going outside of the city.
In Saturday we rode bikes not far from my ex's house. It was very hot and she got sick. I had to pick them up with my car. In Sunday we were invited at our friend's house outside of the city. We had very quality day and at the evening she noted it.
In Saturday we rode bikes not far from my ex's house. It was very hot and she got sick. I had to pick them up with my car. In Sunday we were invited at our friend's house outside of the city. We had very quality day and at the evening she noted it.
Today my ex and our daughter ate out in the evening without inviting me. She explained me that she didn't want to spend so much time together in order not to give hopes to our girl. She was confused in her feelings and didn't want to confuse the people around her. I had told her 2 weeks ago that I love her and that statement makes her uneasy. I told her because she had asked me about my feelings. Anyway, I agreed and answered that I will accept and respect her wish.
Few days before we were discussing where to spend some holiday days. Yesterday and today she denied my offers about mountain or seaside excursion. It seems she again is going to distant herself. Though her voice was calm and soft.
We also commented our trip to Germany. We are going there in September for medical analysis of our daughter.
I could say Monday and Tuesday were quite disastrous. Hope it is a temporary mood of her.
Her bad attitude is stable. She continues behaving distant. I cannot explain her mood. In Sunday she admitted that she had had very pleasant day with us.
Anyway. Friday was bad day. Three of my colleagues were fired.
The weekend was normal. My ex continuos her strange behaviour. I cannot realize when and where I went wrong. She doesn't allow me to touch her. It was just two weeks ago when we slept in the same bed. She totally changed her attitude in just few days. I guess her divorced friend gave her advices.
