I truly respect what both of you have said & have read a lot. I definitely don't want to downgrade my actions & how I acted after my slow fade into the dark due to the BK/Layoff. I will never make excuses for my behavior and own full responsibility for my actions. I have already recognized my shortcomings & have voiced them to her when this first happened, and never truly meant to act/respond the way I did about money etc...I was truly in a dark place & wish I could go back to change my behavior, but we all wish we could've, should've, would've!
The positive thing is that I recognize what I did wrong, but the negative thing is that it took her dropping a bomb for me to come out of the slump!
