telling my story of the cuckoo

[MrBond]

"On some level, I fear for the safety of the little girl."

Actually I'm surprised you're not more concerned. Knowing the threats he's made. Plus the way you keep referring to her as the "little girl". It doesn't sound right. It's as if you're deflecting alot here and lets face it, your H had a big role to play in their R.

What you describe as fearlessness on your part, almost comes across as masochism. It's like you are intrigued by the drama and can't help but indulge in it.

That's why I asked about the C, to which you didn't answer my questions. I'm just pretty concerned for all parties. Actual suicide we've seen on this site as well as violence, so it's no laughing matter.

IMHO.