could it be he doesn't feel the urgency because there's no pressure form OP?

i think that is the case with h here -

i like what you point out about lablelling the state of mind as opposed to just forgetting about it and moving on

today was my first day attempting to truly do that, and it felt great.

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"