I certainly want to. We had different experiences growing up. Her parents have always been very open about things, and she used to joke about them still being like teenagers even after all those years. My parents were private about that kind of thing. She has always had a lot higher drive than I have.
After her affair, we did the "hysterical bonding" thing, and I think she hoped it would stay that way. To be honest, I don't remember a whole lot about it. I was just desperate to keep her. We talked some about it is MC and she told me later that she could tell back then that it wasn't going to be any better. It hurt at the time but I guess she was right.
I don't know how she has spent the last year, and I don't want to know. But if she has not been with anybody in all that time she must be really frustrated. That worries me a little because though I feel more than I ever have, I am not sure what she expects.
