KD - yeah, I got your meaning ... I wish they could bring the edit button back.
Snodderly - I don't think I could've done it if he weren't traveling most of the time. I kinda lived a fantasy single life without actually being so. Then, I also was at uni, while battling the cancer. So, I really didn't have a lot of time to spend worrying about my M, although it was always in the background, sometimes coming to the fore when I would journal here or occasionally freak out, usually during breaks from uni or when he was home. hehehe
But, now I'm ready to move on. No more considering any R. Just get the heck outta the M, and see what happens. It's almost like diving into the cold Atlantic of my home country .... takes your breath away, but once you're used to it, it's fun to play in the waves and swim around.
Thanks y'all for your comments ... really appreciated.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim