Just caught up on your posts, and while there are definitely tough times, it seems like you are indeed making some good progress. Keep it up!
Accuary is giving you some amazing advice (and *hint hint* I'd love to have Acc read through my thread) and your "venting" on the board is a great release... IMHO it may very well help to fight off the resentment in the long run... getting it out and having these fine people help you through it!
