I just wrote this somewhere else and boy did it hit me:

"I want to learn how to GAL, I was 21 when we meet, it will be new for me without H, and not as a W, but as just me".

I don't know me without H or kids. I didn't ask for this change in my life and I don't want it!

That's said, I am forced to live different and except things as they are. I'm going to need some time to catch up.


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!