Going to be a long weekend. Best friends are upcountry with their three year old. John isn't going to be up on his feet - liver problems. No backstop to fall back on - they're the only people who know the full story and how I feel.
Yes I know it should be feeling better now. Letting go the rope. GAL. But I still have my moments.
Like now. Just got home. Our little Jack Russel was shivering because she didn't have her dog cover on. No W. She's spending all her time at "friends" house. Every bloody minute. How's THAT for dropping the rope. So very very Self Centred with not a shred of sympathy or compassion. She's becoming "friend" mk II.
No I'm not snooping. Just have another friend who lives around the corner. So - now it's become a lot easier (?). Not having the W's face in front of me. No cell calls. The odd text like this from yesterday……
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Yes having a awesome time with Julia, Janet, Jane and Keith. Women's day today.
So. Full steam ahead. Two can play silly buggers. Sorry to say this but I'm going into the dark as far as my W is concerned. She can find happiness in "friends" house. Where the following will be getting at her……
1. Relying on others for pocket money, drinks, food, shelter, cigarets, cloths, toiletries and the list goes on.
2. Having "friend" in her face (and vice versa) 24/7 - not going to last long.
3. Having to act as chauffeur, nurse, cleaning lady for "friend".
Yes I KNOW I shouldn't even be thinking about this but sorry - already happened.
