anyhow, i say all this bc i feel overwhelmed by all the info sometimes and wonder if you do too.
yes ng - that^^^ is the overriding feeling more than anything going on in my sitch including what is currently said by h or happening with ow.
and yes i am hurting, just like we all are
but the funny thing - tonight i just feel really peaceful - i sobbed after s left with fil who picked him up, for about 10 mins, really feeling a loss. and then i went to meditate - for once not spinning:) and after that i've just been peaceful - for now, just really accepting where i am - completely.
wonder how much black label did drink
you guys have been passing me so many shots the last few days...
and ng - you can clutch all you want - and as you relax into accepting that you're clutching you actually ease up on the hold i think, without even quite realizing it
great big clutching hugs to you
and yes - lots of black label - heck i'm bringing the whole case!
(((((((( )))))))) zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
