Divorced. My fault, and cant move forward

[Cadet]

Welcome to the board.

Get the DR book and read it.

Get out and GAL.

DETACH.

Believe none of what he says and half of what he does.

There can always be HOPE as long as you feel it inside of YOU.

However

Have NO EXPECTATIONS.

Take care of yourself, breathe, eat, sleep, exercise.

You are on moderation right now on the forum.
SO post in small frequent posts until you get off of it.

Your H is giving you a GIFT.
THE GIFT OF TIME.
Use the time wise