I want my wife. She has wondered during a lot of our M if I really loved her. I love her more than I have ever loved anyone. I haven't shown it the way she needs. For a long time I didn't know. Then I just didn't do it. I let life get in the way. And my worry about it not being enough. Doing nothing got me here.
I want to be the H she deserves. I want her to know how much I want her. I want her to love me again. I want my kids to see two parents who love each other. I want my M back. If that means I have to do things another way or get outside of my "comfort zone" I will do it.
