Cadet darling-love flying and fliers! Love to you!
Ok I need to vent again and it's a bit x rated so stop reading if it will offend you. Cuckoo has been manic since he left here on Monday. Seems to be worse since I am not talking with him. Today 9 FB posts-in 1 hour! First is a response to a Black Adder post where BA says "I am a collosal pervert"-Cuckoo posts "Who is not?" GD**n it, if he were I would not have had such a dull sex life for years or begged so often for a little creativity! WTF? Turning himself into the bad boy in the bedroom I always wanted? Noticed he is doing this stuff alot. But I restrained myself from commenting...Then some nasty comments about religion from Herzen, another about being horrified about modern man having no soul, and a poem in Russian called I heard a voice. A rather depressing day in total from him. Manic and Depressive? Wonderful! Really is irritating me but I have not commented back-trying to stay NC as instructed. No comment from him on my post thankfully as it was sane. Trying to get attention I guess, punish me for not paying attention to him. My response would have to many asterisks for the censor. I wonder if I am doing the right thing by not communicating with him on the internet-a little doubt seeping in-as he seems crazier to me, and it's on a public forum. Still concerned he will try suicide or the little girl will appear to be the only one "supporting him" and "loyal to him" "who cares about him." Stupid I know. Give me the 2x4. Really would like to post to him "Cuckoo, tweet tweet, reality is over here dumb a$$!" Looks like I need some anger management and yoga. Speaking of which the little girl copied my likes from FB and adopted them as her own-GD**n I guess I have returned to high school! DIdn't like it then and no patience for it now! Ok, yoga and deep breathing for me.
