That is a weird thing to do re the no-name reference. Do you call him by his name? Perhaps you should stop, and see what happens. He may notice or, not.
I like your description of your waining M, as "slowly sink down the drain, like lukewarn no bubbles bathwater." You should write poetry.
Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed. D35,S/D twins28,D22 EA4/04 End? Who knows? "Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim