I'm a new person

[2chiquitos]

Gourmet meals? Mine get the good stuff too lately but you're right LITB, it's like you keep feeding into that. I heard a saying, If you feel like you're at the bottom of the pit, STOP DIGGING! LOL!

This week has been great as far as my interactions with H. No negative talk on my part although I have been fighting within me to keep the negative thoughts out. It's a lot of work and I keep on working it!

Today he called me to tell me something great they told him at work. I praised him and lathered him up with affirmations! He ate it up. I am very proud of him. Before, when I first started doing the affirmations I wanted to gag. Now I truly believe what I say! (most of the time...)

Tonite his friends will be at a family party at MILs house. Another semi-awkward event. I hope to do this well. Be positive and enjoy myself! Besides, we are celebrating a birthday not a funeral!