I don't have much to say lately. Horrible feeling watching the remains of my marriage slowly sink down the drain, like lukewarn no bubbles bathwater.

I had one bright spot: STBXH actually called me by my name. He hasn't done that in years. It made me happy and sad. My friend asked me what he calls me. And I realized he just talks to me so rarely that he times it so it can only be me he is talking to.

He rarely calls anyone by name, as I see it. Our kids more than anyone. It is kind of a weird thing.....


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!