second time newcomer, back for more

[NASCARDaddy]

Sounds like you and I have a lot in common BC. I wish I had some words of wisdom for you but I am as deep in the soup as you are, if not deeper. The best answer I can give you is one that you are probably not gonna like. You just have to hang in there. She is gonna do what she is gonna do regardless of what you say or do. If you are a religious man, go talk to your pastor or minister. If you are not a religious man, go talk to a pastor or minister anyway. If nothing else they might have a way to get you some counselling. Seek out opportunities to help others. I know that you think that you have fixed everything but guess what, you haven't. Nobody is perfect and there are always places where you can improve. Figure out what those areas are and make improvements. Make yourself a man that your W will never want to leave.