Just Found Out About The OM, What Now?

[NASCARDaddy]

Honestly that is why I am here, because nothing I am doing seems to be working and I am watching her steadily pull further and further away from me. I feel helpless to stop it, but at the same time I want to stop it.

What I really want to do is go find her, push her up against a wall and kiss her until she kisses me back, tell her that I love her and that I am not going to let her leave me, and scoop her up in my arms and carry her off into the sunset. You know, like you see in all those romantic movies she loves to watch. But the very idea of doing that scares the living crap out of me because I am afraid that it will push her so far away that I will never get her back and maybe land me in jail too.