yes i know - and they can close. and sometimes they open again for a little while and then close again.

i don't feel fear so much anymore, busting - that's the strange thing - it's that i'm not feeling the fear that is kind of scary - ironic eh?

maybe i still have to deal with the fear of the unknown in some way still.

i think deep down letting go is a scary process and that's all the fear is about , until that goes away too

hi zig, i agree with you and if i understand correctly, i think i may be in a similar place.

how are you doing? how is your dad? my trip was good, am back home, dreading to unpack, and thinking i need to get my butt in motion and work off this holiday weight! lol

did you notice that when we are at the picnic, we can eat and drink as much as we want WITHOUT gaining weight?? lol

((( )))

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home