Thanks T2 I did take the high road and was cheerful. I still feel a bit of distance and it seems that seeing her throws a monkey wrench into things. Makes me sad like I am competing for his love and affection. I am still affectionate when I see him and always give him a kiss and a hug. Just wish I got more of that from him. Wish he could tell me he loved me, not just when I say it. Time and patience I hope will win the day. I tell you prayer has helped me immensely. I still pray about this everyday. I do feel I am in a battle against the devil.
I went back and read some MLC posts which are very helpful. I am so grateful for the people on this site. Wonderful. I hope to be able to help someone in the future myself. Thanks for being such a help to me. Rachael
