yes i know - and they can close. and sometimes they open again for a little while and then close again.
i don't feel fear so much anymore, busting - that's the strange thing - it's that i'm not feeling the fear that is kind of scary - ironic eh?
maybe i still have to deal with the fear of the unknown in some way still.
i think deep down letting go is a scary process and that's all the fear is about , until that goes away too
we will be fine - we are so much better than we were and that's definitely something for us to cling to... the knowledge that if we came so far we can go even further and further....
we are meant to BE on the blanket together - and all my love and support to you too dear sweet busting
have a safe return home - and walk into your home with your head held high, clutching serenity to your chest until she protests that you are squeezing too hard
and then settle in to your next stage on this journey - because you have surely reached it
zig
me 46 H 38 M10yrs T 11 S10 BD ow 8/11 h filed 9/25/12
"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"
