I think one of the issues that you need to address is being stuck in recovery stage.
One of the biggest black holes going. It can suck you in Recovery and you need to recover from recovery.
See you get comfortable.
It becomes habit forming. You write and talk about your self recovery , blow up non issues to become important. You find others who are remaining in recovery stage.
And you just stay there.
It becomes who you are. And if you move onto the next stage. You lose that world. Fear takes over. You stay in recovery. Cause here it is safe. The martyr syndrome takes over.
I can see you having to deal with this at some point down the road.
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