Thanks TVS, i'm feeling better today. Yes I'm sure something will come up in time. It will take a while in the current economic climate. But I guess there's no rush. H was supportive and said take a break for a while. That's a good sign as he is obviously happy to pay all the bills for now. Always looking for those little signs.
Decided to help a good friend paint some rooms in her house. That will keep me out of trouble.
