Well I lost it.Nothing can help me now.My h said yesterday we would do counseling.I asked if he could put the OW on the back burner to see if our M could be saved.He said fine. Later that night he took my daughter school shopping.When she came home she said daddy made her keep a secret from me.I told her secrets are never to be kept from mommy or daddy and she needed to tell me.She told me the OW was at the mall too and they all ate together! I was furious.I flipped out and today i told my attorney i wanted to file for divorce ASAP.I just cant do this.He has hurt my daughter over & over by not coming home at night and leaving her crying to be with the OW.Im not strong enough to do this.I shouldnt have to compete with her.He is still lying about it too.Says they are just good friends.Why lie at this point?He is also emotionally abusing me by his lies.I am so angry hurt and scared.My life has been turned upside down by this man.And to think in April we were at the beach and he told me how happy he was to be married to me.The OW has only been in the picture for 2-3 months! UGH!!!!!
