Should I initiate R talk?

[Arsene]

Middle of the night. Just woke from a dream where W and I were still together, in the same bed, but she can't stand the sight of me. It hurts.

At bedtime, W called D8. D8 asked me again about whether mom will ever come back and how she wants us to be a happy family again. D8 started crying, which brought tears to me eyes. I hugged her and told her that I wasn't giving up. That I would do every thing I could to get her family back. I told her that I loved her and her mom more than anything and I asked her to be patient, and to be strong. She made me promise I'd never give up. I told her I would try as hard as I could.

I looked at my phone just now. There's a text from W, sent a few hours ago. She asks if I'm busy. I'm afraid to answer. I'm not going to. I was sleeping. I'm afraid to hear what he wants to tell me.